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racho_fo_sho
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Country: United States
State: California
Gender: Female
Interests: sleeping, listening to music, skating(though i suck),burping, tooting, banana's
Expertise: sleeping, burping(well i used to be), tooting, being a banana
Occupation: Other
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  racho says
Member Since:
12/23/2003
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| today after i got home from davids:::: i got ready to go to haight st. with monique. WHICH WAS TOTALLY AWESOME. and so we kinda got lost going there but we finally got there and we went into some stores and monique looked at hella funny stuff and tried it on and it was so much fun. and we found SO MANY OLD MAN JACKETS AND THEY WERE ALL BEAUTIFUL. like there was a sexy PUMA one, and i really wanted it. and so i tried it on, and it was so awesome, and it was 34 bucks....and i didnt feel like spending that mych money on it. and so we went to the buffalo exchange and we were having to go soon, so i quicklly looked in the guy section t see if there were any sexy old man jackets and monique found a cool shirt!!! and i found another PUMA jacket and it was awesome, but it was a little small, so i didnt get it, but i DID get a STROKES ZIP UP SWEATER!!!!!!!!!! its so awesome, and its perfedct. and yeah. and so i went into teh line to buy it, and i saw a purse. and i thought it was totally awesome because its like....all those small purses all the people wear now, and it wasnt as...expensive looking, and was totally ME so i got it. and then we went home.
and i just got back from seeing napolean dynamite for the second time. monique hadnt seen it before, so i went with her. it was cool. it was SUPER FUNNNAY. good times. | | |
| ok.
this has been the best day of my life.
i really did it.
for the very first time.
ever.
i told the guy i haave had a crush on since the beginning of freshman year that i thought he was really really hot.
ok so...it was ay the YMCA because theere was a show, and it was over and the first moment he walked into the building, i wanted to tell him i thought he was gorgeous since i first saw him on my way to second period.
and then the end of the show, and he was helping Tears of the Pheonix pack up and shit, and he walked by me a bajillion times and each time, it was harder and harder to get a word out of my mouth. seriously, he took my breath away. for real. not just me thinking some guy is REALLY FUCKING HOT, and acting like a retard. i could not say anything at all. i mean, even margaret thought he was cute for a guy who shaves his head. i dont really go for guys who shave thier heads, but wow. he is the only person in my life who has ever made me do that. i dont even think if i met deron miller i would feel as good as i felt when i said it.
ok, anyway, so he was helping the band pack, and right as we had to go, i really wanted to say it, but i didnt want to walk inside the building where all the people were and the lights were on and he would see me blushing and what not, so finally at the last minute, right as we HAD TO GO, he started walking outside and he stood outside the door talkin to someone really quickly and as he started to walk away, i waved to him, and he saw, and waved back, and i said:
"HI. I just wanted to tell you i think you are very very good looking. i guess thta is it. you are really cute."
AND HE SMILED THIS BIG SMILE AND SAID:
"Thanks" and smiled more.
I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO HAPPY WHEN SOMEONE SMILED AT ME. EVER.
and i almost colapsed i swear my legs almost buckled and i almost fell over. oh my god. i cant believe i did it.
AND THEN!!!!
as we were walking to the car, he was kinda far behind us going to his i guess, and we stopped as we got to the car. i mostly stopped so i could say bye or something. and when he got to the car like 20 feet away, we got in and i went to the side of the backseat that was closest to him when we passed by, and when we passed him, we slowed down, and he waved to me, and then i waved bye.
THIS IS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE.
no one even knows how much i fell for this guy. i mean, not love or some shit. he just made me weak in the knees litteraly and made me get really hot. i swear ask anyone who was there (shana, sherene, margaret, jenna, megan, adam, matt, ANYONE WHO WAS IN A TEN FOOT RADIUS) they felt my face sine the moment i saw him, and shana thought i was going to have a fever or something.
everyday last year, i saw him when i went to my second period class. his second was right next to my second, so i saw him every morning. and everyday, i just wanted to introdouce myself or osmething, just to..i dont know..say something to him. and then i found out he was a senoir. and it sucked. and so i didnt see him practically the whole last week of school, because we had finals, and he didnt have to do anything i guess. and i swear i thought i'd never ever see him again, and he was at the show.
i will remember this forever. i swear.
why i am this happy? i have no fucking clue, but i have never been this happy in my life. it was a great accomplishment for me. and to see taht he smiled. he smiled a smile that never had made me this happy.
i just dont know how i am going to get any sleep anymore. | | |
| Haggard BamBam: i mean care
Haggard BamBam: care | | |
| damn it....it isnt working...i dont know why
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| this is the pic i tried to put up before..
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